Most the time I usually wander around in a general malaise of middling self esteem. Just something that comes with having next to no mental self image of myself. No, really. When I think of myself, the image isn't really visual, but is mostly a mess of vague emotions instead. I have to think hard to visualize my own face.
I kind of drift through life, going with the flow, being vague and indecisive, avoiding confrontation.
It's therefore pleasantly refreshing to be reminded that I can grow an instant backbone when a challenging social situation arises. I can be stubborn even.
Neat.
I kind of drift through life, going with the flow, being vague and indecisive, avoiding confrontation.
It's therefore pleasantly refreshing to be reminded that I can grow an instant backbone when a challenging social situation arises. I can be stubborn even.
Neat.
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I tend to think of you as, well, a mellow coyote in spirit.
It usually takes an emergency, life or death situation to make me realize i am worth something. o.o
as for social situations, i have the backbone of a wet napkin. x.x people just step on me.
I guess i fear being disliked more than i fear death or serious pain and injury.. O.O .. that has to be the bluntest example of society's tendency to brainwash you, i can think of. o.o i think i might try something really daring, and manage to flirt with the waitress at the lizard's thicket. c.c (stupid, Boring, explosions. you've seen one, you've seen them all. )
to help those in need at times of pressure and unhappyness, you should try it out some time you might be surprised at what happens,
...oh yeah stay frosty ppl =P